natureofproject: WAH... desperatly seeking advice.. / comfort/ a doods point of view.....once again. i dont know but you guys just rock. .. and i just feel like tellin someone my woes... haha.. anyways. 

I feel extremely stupid. Graduation is in 2 weeks or some shit. and I really dig this guy.. and i am just figuring this out.. and i dont know what the point is anymore.. "we're going our seperate ways.." but i just cant get it out of my fucking head....and well i dont know how to go about telling a guy ''i like him". jesus christ. I'm sure he knows. with the big hints and all. He doesnt do anything.. ..but i dont do much either.. but maybe he could atleast hint he likes me back.. which is probably a big clue that he doesnt like me and now i dont feel a point in writing the rest of this but you will just have to listen anways....
but really. I am DEATHLY afraid of rejection. like i could play how the whole event would go in my head over and over again... I could even pinpoint when my heart would just fucking explode.
and I would rather not tell him and not have him.. than tell him and have him be like "i dont like you like that.".. AKA... GO DIE YOU'RE UGLY!....yeah.. i also tend to have really low self-esteem.. but whatever.. i don't wanna take the chance.. i really am a fucking pussy.
maybe i dont need any feedback... maybe i just wanted to tell someone atleast how i feel.

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SM: Get used to rejection. You sound like a pretty big spaz - so rejection must come often to you.. or maybe you're a scared little girl who'll never do anything in your life because you don't want to face rejection. A ship is safest in the harbor, but that is not what it is built for.

The one thing that sucks in this life is regret. So adjust your thinking accordingly or you'll end up looking back at a life of 'should haves'

Now it also doesn't seem that you like yourself too much. For all of our insecurities, we still have to feel comfortable in our own skin.

Listen, you never have to tell a guy you like him. If you do, that just means he's too stupid to pick up on any hints.. and do you really want to be with a guy who doesn't have a clue on how to respond to your hints.. do you even want to drop hints? he should just know!

Get over yourself, it's not that complicated.