SM: What the hell should you do? Don't get drunk and make out with your friends. The two of you shared an awkward moment that will be almost impossible to forget. Don't beat yourself up over it. It happens to everyone. Once. If it happens again, then you clearly have issues.

In a year or two he'll become a vague memory. Guys and girls are never really friends anyway, so it's almost a good thing that you got it out of the way and you at least have alcohol as an excuse. Besides, getting wasted and feeling each other up isn't the best way to start a relationship. Take it for what is was worth - a drunken debacle, that shouldn't be repeated. Or at least remember it next time it does so you can diddle yourself to his memory at a later date.

Quite simply don't waste your energy over this guy or what you did. You'll laugh about it later. Unless he knocked you up, or gave you some crusty disease...then I'm sure you wouldn't be laughing...

Listen, you think you like this guy because you either feel guilty, or because you 'didn't finish the job' and i know, you know what 'finish the job' means. The wonderful thing is you have 2 options. Break the silence and go talk to him, or don't. But what ever you chose to do, someday you'll look back at this at it will all seem funny. I'm not demeaning the importance of your situation, I'm just putting it into perspective for you.

Good luck.

SM